It's been kinda long since the last actual update, or was it just yesterday? Work's a bore, and I'm dying because it's barely a month and I'm panting because I dont wanna continue this job any further.

Gina baby is now in Hong kong having fun, hope she enjoys herself more k (L) You deserve this baby.

This past week had been rather depressing for myself. I have no idea why, but it just had been. I mean, perhaps I really know what's up with myself. It's hard to explain, I mean which one of you out there would understand if I really said it out? None, so stfu ok?

You people who read this should probably ignore the wordings in the picture, cos I dont really wanna compare myself to her. And I dont think I need to. I told myself so hard that I can deal with this like how I did. And I will make this work, I always say so. I always contradict myself, but I really will. I wont say this time, cos now, this moment, I've made up my mind.

Cos tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it, without you. I'm gonna hold on to the times we had. But I'm still gonna make it without you. I guess I was right, I'm glad I did say that three words out. And whatever I said, came true. "I know that if I dont say "I love you" now, I wont get to say it anymore."

You have to stay happy, and get what's right for you. Cos this moment, I'll be your best friend, and only your bestest friend.

I was disappointed cos I didnt manage to give the surprise. Screw and thank her for screwing it :)

I dont know how to stop it, I dont know how to change it. I still love you, I know I do. Cos it affected me when I saw that, and you used to tell me. You dont have to, but you used to do. Sigh, see the difference? I wanna change how this goes. But I dont know how, and I know no one will help me.

Time to have regular exercise. Anyone wanna go tgt?

This...sucks...

When I'm gone, you'll need love to light the shadows on your face.
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all, then between the sand and stone, could you make it on your own?
If I could, then I would.
A way to make it back someday, to watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days.
If a great wave shall fall, and fall upon us all...

Do you think you could remember this?

Work was a little busier than usual today, but overall it was alright, definitely not great and never great. But I pasted a darn wide smile on my face when sis called me and told me that they've reached Eunos for lunch with me. I walked to the coffeeshop, and I saw my parents too! Whole family having lunch together, this is uberly rare. Btw, I saw Chufei today too.

I went for a jog after work today, stamina dropped, or determination? I dont know, everything going through my mind was "time to lose weight, before new year, must become prettier. yes must." LOL, all the way I was thinking of that. After jogging, I went for dinner with Valencia instead of Carina.

I'll be going over to 313@Somerset with Carina tomorrow, shopping time! :)

Hey, it does hurt. But I'd rather know.

Preston's Farewell Steamboat night! It was fun! Because it's been so long since I've seen some of them, and finally I got to see them again. And we simply went crazy! I shall let this post be more of pictures than words. Hmm okay, HAHAHA.


We had heart to heart talk amongst five people. I appreciated all the ears. I love you guys.

What they say about,"I loved you enough to let you go."